10 Apr 2011

Blog is closed

 

From tomorrow, i will have no internet connection. I’m sad about this, but thank God, i have a smart phone with wifi on it Smile

Soo, I wont post on this blog for a while.

21 Mar 2011

meanwhile in my dreams……

This was one of the most realistic dreams of all the dreams i remember!!!! In this dream i married with this wonderful man from my new favourite band, The Overtones. I know, it’s such a silly dream… but it was soooo realistic. He was on tour in New York with the band, and arrived on our wedding day. He sent me a text msg, that he is packing and coming.

ohmy heart…

i’m such a loser….

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27 Jan 2011

I have less two weeks to decide about my life. Where to go? Do I want this or am i just wasting my time again?

I wanna leave this place, go away, move in a small flat with my cat and live there until the end of time. Yes, i’m sick and tired of everithing, I need hugs and kind words, a shoulder to cry on and a lost friend back.

It wasn’t my fault, and wasn’t her, either.

I’m trying, but I can’t reach happiness.

26 Jan 2011

29 Dec 2010

15 Dec 2010

 

I don’t wanna be afraid of anything on the whole Earth. No anxiety, please, never. Please. Please.

2 Dec 2010

Fear of craziness

 

I found this meme on Babett’s deviantart page, and I wanted to try, how paranoid I am….

FEAR MEME
A
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[_] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness...
[X] Acrophobia - Fear of heights...
[_] Agliophobia - Fear of pain...
[X] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds...(Crowds)
[_] Agyrophobia - Fear of crossing the street...
[_] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects...
[_] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car...
[_] Androphobia - Fear of men...
[_] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking…
[_] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers...
[_] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society...(I rather hate them)
[_] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched...
[X] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders...
[_] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers...
[_] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning...
[_] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness...(I wish I did)
[X] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection...
[X] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure...
[_] Aulophobia - Fear of flutes...(WHUT?)
[_] Autophobia - Fear of being alone...

TOTAL SO FAR: 5
B
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[X] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria...
[_] Barophobia - Fear of gravity...(?????)
[_] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep...
[_] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians...
[_] Bibliophobia - Fear of books...
[_] Botanophobia - Fear of plants...

TOTAL SO FAR: 6
C
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[_] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness...
[_] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors...
[_] Chionophobia - Fear of snow...
[_] Chromophobia - Fear of colors...
[_] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks...
[_] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces…
[X] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns...

[_] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers...
[_] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs...

TOTAL SO FAR: 7
D
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[_] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees...
[X] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists...
[_] Domatophobia - Fear of houses...
[X] Dtychiphobia - fear of accidents

TOTAL SO FAR: 9
E
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[_] Ecophobia - Fear of the home...

[_] Elurophobia - Fear of cats...(No way, I love them )
[_] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers...
[_] Equinophobia - Fear of horses...(Just dont like them)
TOTAL SO FAR: 9
G
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[_] Gophobia - Fear of marriage...
[_] Genuphobia - Fear of knees...
[_] Globophobia - Fear of balloons...
[X] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public…

[_] Gynophobia - Fear of women...
TOTAL SO FAR: 10
H
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[_] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun...
[_] Hemophobia - Fear of blood...
[X] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles...
[_] Hydrophobia - Fear of water...
TOTAL SO FAR: 11

I
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[X] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors...
[X] Insectophobia - Fear of insects...
[_] Ichithyophobia - Fear of fish
TOTAL SO FAR: 13
K
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[_] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms...
TOTAL SO FAR: 13

L - M
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[_] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white...
[_] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes...
[_] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth...
[_] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking...
[_] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black...
[_] Microphobia - Fear of small things...
[X] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs...
TOTAL SO FAR: 14
N
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[_] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things...
[_] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night...
[_] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals...(I just dont like to be there)
TOTAL SO FAR: 14 
O
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[X] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight... YES
[_] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8...
[_] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain...
[X] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes...
[_] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds...
TOTAL SO FAR: 16
P
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[_] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper...
[_] Pathophobia - Fear of disease...
[_] Pedophobia - Fear of children...(HEHE)
[_] Philophobia - Fear of love...
[X] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid...
[_] Podophobia - Fear of feet...
[_] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple...
[_] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns...
[_] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying
[_] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire...
TOTAL SO FAR: 17
R
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[_] Rajalophobia - Fear of Apes...
TOTAL SO FAR: 17
S
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[_] Scolionophobia - Fear of school...
[_] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon...
[_] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation...
[_] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep...
TOTAL SO FAR: 17
T
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[_] Tachophobia - Fear of speed...
[_] Technophobia - Fear of technology...
[_] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder...
[X] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections...
TOTAL SO FAR: 18

V-Z
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[_] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women...
[X] Verminophobia - Fear of germs...
[_] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft
[X] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers...
[_] Zoophobia - Fear of animals...
TOTAL SO FAR: 20
More than 50, Why aren't you in a psyche-ward yet?
More than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
More than 20, you're paranoid.
10-20, you are normal.
10 or less, you're fearless.
0 - You're lying

 

ALMOST……

27 Nov 2010

around the internet

Oh Dobby.

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Let it be the only

 

Good morning. It’s snowing.

Yesterday was a good day with crying and etc, cause we(Babett and I) went to watch the new masterpiece of the Potter franchise. And it’s AWESOME.

BUt there were two problems about it. the first one is the fact that we have to wait a half year till the really end. and the second was the stupidity of the workers of the cinema: 15 minutes of break in the MIDDLE OF THE MOVIE……… holy crap.

Oh I love the way Ron loves Hermione. He’s so cute <3 I’m so sad, it’s just a movie and books, not the reality. I remember my 11th birthday, when I expected for the letter from the Hogwards. that’s life.